yesterday helped out for the choir as accompaniment.. what a disasterous performance sia.. percussion ppl nv c conductor again (like whats new lo) end up in a disaster..
for the encore piece.. the aunties are standing directly behind me.. when i play till happy happy mood then suddenly.. the aunties started to sing.. omg.. i was.. stunned.. so stunned that i juz stoned there... the out of tune singing... whats new...
the soloist still not bad la.. during practices she cant really sing.. but yesterday night is not bad.. pitched the high notes perfectly.. heard she practiced too hard till her voice cannot take it.. sad life sia.. but.. oh well aniwae i cant understand such form of art.. i still find such singing horrible.. esp with the high pitched notes with tremolo.. oooOoooOoooo
kk back to studies for exam.. break for too long, no good!
leaves a note at 19/11/06 3:13 PM |
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enginner dont suit me at all. the possible jobs i will be taking in the future are as such
1. consultant
love consultant, music consultant, consultant on everything under the sun
2. chairperson of an agency
dating, marriage, pre-marriage courses, post-marriage courses, cloning myself for other's .. too many
3. teacher
little kids, old woman, everything
4. slacker
MY FAV! YEAHZ
yo im back after a long break. oh k hall life sux...
roomie is a wierd person. i didnt really talk to her, n well.. i still find her wierd. loves to lock the door when she is inside the room (the room is super warm!) has alot of plastic bags everywhere, her table is hmm.. mountain? mountain of notes + all other rubbish.. once in a few "mountains" when she cant take it then she will flatten it but the base is always there.. haha (ops bad mouthing her!)
she also has a complicated life.. super complicated.. if want to go dating, juz say go dating, dont beat around the bush.. the more u tried to make urself sound good the worse it is (anyway dating is not a sin..) middle of the night at 4am, walking together hand in hand at the car park (wierd environment), then she told me that they were studying till fell asleep... when i didnt ask her anything yet.. juz last week, i accidentally saw her n a guy behind locked doors (wasnt intentionally, tout there are 3 ppl in there, cauz 2 pairs of foreign shoes, but how i know there is only my roomie n a guy) well behind lock doors? is there a need to lock? hmm.. using my table to 'study' cauz her own table is in a mess.. eh.. 2 ppl studying on 1 chair? hmmm.. complicated life.. shall not comment..
besides that.. her alarm clock power is still.. as powerful.. sleep at 2am, expect herself to wake up at 4 to study.. wow.. end up waking me up to wake her up.. but? she woke up juz to silence the clock.. yawnz..
studies.. aiya heck le la.. fail fail la syllabus trying hard to remember everything.. fyp? haiz.. damn damn fyp.. chemicals juz arrived.. hope to start experiment soon and get good results asap! worried about exams sia.. like no matter how i study.. i will forget.. haiz.. jialat jialat.. fyp.. fyp fyp fyp... :(
can only c my son 1-2 times a week.. sad :( but nvm! if he isnt around, i have a big pillow as subsitude! hehe happy :P guess there isnt any stopping for missing him :P bleahz
but well... issues of the heart.. haiz.. headache la.. either ppl ask me to find gf for them, or ppl complaining about their bf.. some ppl told the whole world her likes except to that guy that she like.. some sworn in undying one sided love.. some prefer to be guardian angels.. hey crap la.. all these cant be happeneing right.. tiring leh... esp the "its ok as long as u r happy" craps.. i find them lame.. lame n stupid.. yaa soon all these ppl will go to wad this guyA will do.. ignore, ignore n avoid. damn stupid guys open ur stupid eyes the world is still moving as u mourn for ur unreceprocraited love.. wadever crap...
yawnz 2 weeks to exams.. juz goign to start fyp, and proff com project.. eyes pain again.. threw $42 away juz now for my bluring right eye.. but now ok.. yawnz.. tirign sia
leaves a note at 05/11/06 4:33 PM |
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I think.. i juz turned down a free tix to ming hui fen's concert tonight! ARGH!!!!!!! tix to freedom from the usual LT recordings and notes n msn.. waliew... wad m i doing..
juz reached home, bathed n ate maggie mee.. going to catch a movie later, then go home for dinner (waliew what a good excuse that is sia.. i used it to turn down the tix..)
kk nvm.. time to burn my weekends on my notes... haha
leaves a note at 29/09/06 4:10 AM |
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hungry n bored in hall now...
its recess week, last 3 days mugging fyp presentation.. well need to make a comeback anyway.. good that lps is in good mood if not sure die... or maybe evaporated..
haiz.. studies lagging but i have no mood to do anything to save it.. hahaa
current addicted to a song called 鱼在水里哭.. translated its called "fish crying in water".. very meaningful.. hahaa...
k back to slacking..
leaves a note at 28/09/06 8:49 AM |
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sore throat... flu symptoms.. now fever!
sleeping for 2 whole days and still like this!
trying very hard to mug but.. how to mug when u r sick? haiz
:(
leaves a note at 03/09/06 6:53 AM |
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its a horrible week for me.. too many big events happening around me...
1. wx n lyn n that bastard's case.. duno how its like now.. but judging from the disapearance of wx yesterday means the situation is becoming worse...
haiz.. wx i really want to tell u this but i dont want to hurt u at this point of time cauz u r already very hurt by that girl... but.. if someone dont treasure you, treat love as a game, refuse to take responsibility, wanting everything and the best of both worlds, and constantly hurting you while having the cheek to say that she doesnt want to hurt you. thats all RUBBISH... look at urself.. this situation is even worse than what u can see on tv.. and look at urself.. i know u desperately want to lean on someone's shoulder to cry but u really know how to hide ur innermost feelings to urself.
u even go to the extend to beg me to look after her when she return to school. i can do that, provided i c something that tells me she had changed... for almost 4 yrs since i got to know u, u had never use that kind of tone to speak to anyone, and u used that one me for a couple of times.. haiz..
as for u the selfish girl. know who u r dealing with ya? this time u really blew it. sorry doesnt help in anything. go into ur isolation and STAY there for good even though thats what wx begged me to do the opposite
2. my mentor really know how to pull stuns on me. went to see him recently and he can tell me that the chemicals are yet to be placed on order. i nearly fainted in the lab... the next day i went to c u, u told me the fastest time u can get it is next week. wow what a dramatic reduction in the time taken! i salute u, and i shall be more evil and bug u everyday.. hehe (u still owe me sample reports)
leaves a note at 25/08/06 2:15 AM |
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sad, guilty and regretful: to my dearest wx, if not for me and my persuation and recommendation, im sure u will be feeling much better now. im sorry that i nv c her character properly before matchmaking both of u again... a very big sorry :( even though i know words are not enough for u.. i will be there for u k?
pissed angry and pissed again: wdf who do u think u can manupilate the game of relationship? u keep saying u give others the UPPER HAND but u r the one playing the game? why did ur stupid heart sway when roy juz mention about marriage? what makes u so sure he is going to marry u? plz marriage isnt a child game ok! u r so unfair to wx, so unfair to everyone ard u. wasted my time n energy to actually talk to u for the past few days. how dare u hurt wx like this?
worse thing is.. wdf did roy actually want to contact wx for? its like.. u want to snatch ppl's gf, yet u want to confront her current bf and make the whole world think u r doing the right thing? damn u may u rot in hell
as for u lyn. u think u very big issit? the world isnt fair right? ok then i shall be unfair too and stand 100% of wx's side. i shall let u die on ur own. dont talk to me as i wunt talk to u. hate ppl like u.. really HATE... DETEST.. damn and i will make sure no one pity u.. no one from this side at least.. NO ONE.. may u rot in hell with ur secert lover
leaves a note at 21/08/06 5:51 AM |
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my son went all the way to my hostel today after work... BUT i went home already, because its so boring in my room with nothing interesting to do...
so sad...
leaves a note at 17/08/06 1:25 PM |
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most modules sux.. principles of semicon sux, adv characterization is horrible (cauz taught by some IDIOTS who cant speak clearly and duno what they are teaching) and of curz the useless prof communication.. (she was bragging about herself for 1 whole hour) good thing is semicon packaging is still acceptable :)
hsinghai concert ended! shall say that the turnout is high! (imagine selling like 77 tix at the counter on that day itself) seated audience shd be ard 75%? hehehe good job for me too for pushing tix to many ppl (and they did sell well hehe)
BUT the concert went horribly wrong... -_-||
haiz.. imagine rehersal till 5pm when the concert starts at 530pm? it was a chaos outside the concert hall at 445pm because i yet to collect those reserved tix from everyone! (well how would i know the bloody rehersal will end so late) n the best song is the white snake no doubt.. hahaha (the rest juz couldnt make it... i mean the accompaniment, solo still not bad)
haa till now i duno if i got a roomie or not.. sean's ex-neighbour stays opposite me, my new neighbour is a SCE yr2... libin is currently staying at sean's ex room with a french, shan n ivan's frien staying at hall 16, ivan duno going to stay where, pat staying at hall 15, serene at hall 5, annie n yuejia still same room same hall, hmm who else? haa duno la very messy i got friends everywhere~ hehehehe
fyp.. lps going to c me tmr.. alone.. and only wanted to see me.. muz be my sentence in my report that goes like this...
i will prepare x number of samples, where x is an undefined number...
oh well wadever...
today massive headache, headache for 2 days le.. so sad.. spoilt ppl's mood.. :(
yeah no roomie for now :D went to "check" at the hall office juz now.. hahaha... took the drawer key to exchange for a letter box key.. hahaa he drew the key from my "roomie" file.. FILE.. hehee means no roomie for now :D
went home juz now to take my hp charger.. kind of stupid.. imagine now im looking downstairs every 5 min to check for a parking slot.. hahahaa
yesterday's concert is a total flop.. but tix sales not bad.. imagine i sold 77 tix at the counter.. thats alot! hahahaha
tix sales is more than 70% :D judging by the seated audiences, it shd be ard 80% thats great! but we presented shit to them.. how.... x_X
hee so touched my junior gave me a rose.. hehehee but she forgot that shimin is also her senior so she doesnt have.. awwww so sad :( but now the rose is with me in hall :D yeah~
going to deco my room more n more n more~!!!~~~
leaves a note at 07/08/06 9:41 AM |
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stupid PIGHEAD haiz........
becauz of him i screw up the atmosphere of yesterday's CO pract... initially screwed up liao cauz i cant enter the piece as the orchestra n the conductor speed is so different.. nvm.. then, play second time.. was shifting some stuffs for HIM to sit (if not i think he will anyhow throw the things to duno where lo.. those arent mine leh) so i totally skipped that part.. conductor was super pissed off.. haiZ!
he like to rest his FAT arms on my instru.. during long breaks in the pieces he will turn towards me.. (for what i also duno!)
HAIZ.. told a few ppl.. xiao hui ah yi told me to bring my bf n put him beside me.. haiz.. haiz.. HAIZ..
this sunday performance sure screw up lo... haiz.. haiz.. if orch screw up still ok.. if the orch make the soloist also screw up.. thats the end le... so many big shot ppl coming.. haiz hai haiz.. and sunday got alot of ppl will settle their tix stuff with me.. so.. additional haiz.. ARGH
leaves a note at 03/08/06 3:36 PM |
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sianz got back my old room at hall 12! alot of good things la.. like little traffic, cool weather, no need to be afraid of the rain making everything wet.. but...still.. ITS SO FAR from the toilet n pantry! (nvm can train myself to exercise..)
AND ITS SOOOOOOO DIRTY!!!!!!
till i want to faint.. hair everywhere. dust everywhere.. even the furniture nv shift back to original place (so i got to do that job)
floor so sticky, ceiling got spider webs and lizards crawling (actually only 1 small lizard la), table sticky with hair all over, mattress got hair all over... basically everywhere is sticking with hair...
roomie haven shift in.. only know she is a local... hmm.. why haven shift in.. then i dun need to clean so much.. boobooboo :( hehehe
going to clean again tmr.. hope to rope in pat and ivan to help me mop floor, wipe the table again, eh.. hmm.. hehehe
going to bring some minor stuffs there tmr as well! so sat will bring the big stuffs.. like my com there..
can13 is bought over by the can2 'bus stop' canteen... there is a stall selling takopachi.. die.. jialat! lidat how to lose weight...
leaves a note at 01/08/06 8:45 AM |
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yeah got a room in hall 12.. not 16. well nvm can save money then! hehee
haiz.. hope there is a good room, with a nice roomie... kind of undecisive to shift into.. cauz kind of grow comfy at home... and my mum will be all alone.. but..hmm then i go to school on monday morning and back home on fri evening lo.. best way? hope so :)
kind of exciting.. hope i got to choose a room without a roomie yet~ yeah :D single delux room~
leaves a note at 01/08/06 1:58 AM |
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wow.. car servicing robbed me $750! change tyres (damn the previous driver know that its ex so nv change) change the headlights (damn him more y has he got to change it to a BLUE light!) change brakes (k la partially my fault) clean up engin oil check this check that.. ok la.. then car inspection is another $58.. stupid dad ask me to join the stupid AAS but cannot use the card cauz the car isnt under my name.. WASTE MY $89! haiz
ARGH like my money very free lidat.. ARGH haiz...
my dad like not shuang to return me 750.. haiz... then after telling my mum about the $58 for inspection then she reluctantly return me $60.. HEY im still short of the $89! haiz!!!!! and dinner money!!!
haiz...... poor me.. someone plz donate to me... haiz.... i still got alot of things i wanna buy leh... save me!!
leaves a note at 26/07/06 2:25 AM |
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yummy juz came back from bugis with a full stomach of STEAMBOAT DINNER STUFFS... yum~
went to this place (cant remember the name), operated by a few china ppl (im not racist.. and their service is good!) and the food is yummy~ eh except for the sour-spicy soup base which is rather salty.. the chicken soup base is NICE~ hehehehe
the food is yummy, i miss the dumplings.. haa they serve u the food in plates after u ordered, so can save us from walking to take the food.. hahahaa
eat till full sia.. yum~ kind of miss the golden mushroom.. if we nv order almost everything on the menu on the first shot, maybe i can eat like 5-6 plates of that.. hehehehe :D
leaves a note at 22/07/06 3:12 PM |
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yesterday someone skipped work lo! haiz duno how he fall down n injure his knees.. so i went to find him after the quiz then go c pirates of the carebbein! hehe its a lame show la.. hahaa
seems like all my friends are getting more n more pretty sia.. haha (im growing old le)
this morning, tried the SEM test again, but with a trick.. i only do 1 qn so to find out the correct ans.. hehe but the system also kok up de.. for the same qn they have 2 answer de.. lousy system..
but i do till the system dun allow me to take.. (tout its unlimited tries?) nvm if tmr morning still cant take i shall go email someone to ask :) hehehehehee
meanwhile i think i wanna go out today.. still thinking where i shd go.. hehe
leaves a note at 18/07/06 2:52 AM |
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today is eating day..
at home, ate own made super chocolate walnut cookies with yummy lotus soup
dinner ate specially cooked spaghetti ;D yum~ felt so pampered (;
supper ate many food from pasar malam... hehehe
gluttony!
leaves a note at 15/07/06 3:02 PM |
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genting is cool (cold with strong winds) with such a nice bed at first world hotel..
BUT
first world hotel has no basic stuffs such as toothbrush n toothpaste! their 3 in 1 shampoo/conditioner/soap is very crappy... then at night its soooooooooooooooo cold.. x_X
theme park is nice :) loved the roller coaster and the spinner! n of curz the flying dumbo ride.. haha the space shot also nice! now i knew the feeling of falling to death.. it is scary though..
casino is nice too BUT both casinos dunwan to check my ID... but they wanna check my bf's.. HAIZ I LOOK OLD!
wanna go again! next time, will be going for 3D2N! cauz one night there ISNT ENOUGH! hehe
leaves a note at 09/07/06 2:31 PM |
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was bored after stupid lesson and quiz (whats the point of having an open book quiz where everyone is copying each other's answers?)
ok the quiz was hard... cauz that stupid quiz.. ALL qn comes from the stupid textbook! DAMN.. (lecturer is a clever woman)
ok so was bored, had to settle lunch myself, decided no more maggie mee for me (im sick of maggie mee already) SO decided to cook some western style lunch!
i cant really cook meat, so no meat chunks in my meal.. hehe how does it look?
looks nice right! hashbrowns, hotdogs, chicken balls, garlic bread, and something that looks like soup.. hahaa
conclusion of the cooking?
looks nice but taste HORRIBLE x_X
the only edible things are the bread and the hashbrown..
hotdogs are very salty, chicken balls feels like rubber, the soup like thingy is a total disaster..
but i managed to finish all the food.. ALL the food.. im amazed that i can eat so much also...
hashbrowns are sitll my favourate fatty food (79% carbo, 20% fats, 1% preservatives) lol
yawnz. nvm shall improve next time..
leaves a note at 03/07/06 6:09 AM |
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today is a funny day...
last night slight diarrhoea, must be from the stupid yong tao hu from harbourfront.. then dont feel like eating anything.. skipped breakfast n lunch (nothing wrong right?)
that gao sheng guy was so shocked that i didnt take my lunch when i was complaining to shimin that im hungry in the middle of the practice..
shd look at his facial expression. omg.. haha :P
ate icecream cake today :P its then i realised that icecream cake is actually.. A CAKE SHAPED ICECREAM...
make me feel so.. countryside.. haha
super looking forward to genting trip :P hehe meanwhile resting my sore legs from skating yesterday..
leaves a note at 02/07/06 2:28 PM |
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no idea why im SO TIRED... legs tired, hands tired, body tired... hahaa
sun is super super efficient today... so hot! bleah just make ppl want to nua in the shade..
so many ppl at sentosa (its sat wad right)
played the sentosa luge + chairlift ride + skates.. i sux at skating.. haha skate till leg pain... lol i need more practice!
wanna go again! :D
leaves a note at 01/07/06 1:25 PM |
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BROKE..
nice clothes cant buy (save money)
nice bags cant buy (save money)
nice shoes cant buy (save money)
nice food cant eat alot (save money)
so many things i wanna buy buy.. save money...
god plz let me win toto/4D/lottery or wadever.. better still money drop down from the sky ba!
leaves a note at 29/06/06 1:33 PM |
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well nothing much also, put on additional fats to my body, kanna complained that i became fatter... (then next line will be 'just stay healthy')
going to genting on the 8th july! hehe so nice go genting rot n push ppl down the bed in the middle of the night
today is a good day. first time went mustafa center!! went with jiamin while waiting for xiaohui ahyi to be free for lunch.. wow its like.. a different world from outside... so many things cluttered together! whatever u want will be sold there! wow its an amazing place that makes me feel like holidaying at some other countries.. hehe
there is a $10 water massage machine there.. and a popcorn maker for $27.. interesting right?
(i wanna go there again!)
ok boring days ahead.. yawnz
leaves a note at 26/06/06 1:15 PM |
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going to ikea with my mum later :D hehe for what i also not sure but.. well just a walking trip :P
just realised.. chartered semicon really have alot of job vaccancies to the point of desperation.. if not why will lps and gan email all yr4 students about immediate job vaccancies in chartered? and also someone from there called me yesterday telling me about this... just went to check their website.. omg. really alot..
no wonder they are desperate.. what happened? haa must be because no bonus! (wonder if fab7 is collasping..)
so bored.. BORED..
ok reflection paper still need to write! argh
yeah today is my birthday!~~
happy bday to me.. happy bday to me~~~
got a super nice necklace from shihui n huixian
a purple hippo soft toy named violet from my ntu gang
+
sinful strawberry cheesecake from marche
a cute eeyore soft toy (again) from shimin n minghui
and alot of bday wishes from everyone! was surprised that long lost friends actually sms n call me to wish me! hehe
today was subject registration day. didnt get my HW301 prefered timeslot though.. n the system is so bad... they LIMIT the number of people to take the major prescribes.. omg.. so sad for those who cant get! haiz..
went to eat the jap icecream from marina square! (beside billy bombers.. duno the restaurant name) its SUPER NICE :D
now cant wait for my big big prez wor!~~ go genting! :D
leaves a note at 20/06/06 3:40 PM |
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hehe i was pampered with home cooked sphaggati on sat! yummy pasta from my bf :P hehee (maybe too much capsicum...) also watch 'cars' :) kind of nice hehehe
today CO is so xiong. first thing in the morning conductor arrowed me liao.. haiz xing jiang song is soooooooooooo hard x_X
tired tired. tmr starting the boring personal communication lectures.. lame assignments and quizes... time to ask shandy for tips hehe
meanwhile cant wait for tues!~
*jap icecream here i come*
leaves a note at 18/06/06 3:56 PM |
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hope it isnt the stupid protein suppliment im taking.. i still got 2 weeks more of stupid powdered nasty vallina flavored drink to endure... stupid collagen.. protein.. wadever...
but.. maybe its me.. nv exercise.. its a LONG time since i went to jog.. or cycle.. or exercise.. need to change!
leaves a note at 15/06/06 10:50 AM |
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hehe redo the whole blog thing.. now look.. much.. uglier? nvm i like can? hehe
watched brokeback mountain today. my mum keep saying that its a show about homosexual.. so irritating.. but well 2 guys kissing really turns me off.. haha
finishing da vinci code soon.. super thick book..
me hungry again.. yeah later going to get the disc3 for ff8! can continue playing!~~
cant wait for saturday's zoo outing :P
leaves a note at 13/06/06 9:59 AM |
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yeah! nice nice liao right? :P
leaves a note at 13/06/06 8:44 AM |
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hmm decided to revamp this thing..
hehe new look.. nice?
will be adding some stuffs soon.. ya sooonnnnnn...
leaves a note at 12/06/06 2:32 PM |
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